What I Tell Myself


If you truly like her that much you wouldn't go away.





Chill. Be back later today.

How to even begin on such a subject. Personally, I have no problems with a long distance relationship. Love is love. Two people shouldn't let anything stand in their way from expressing their attraction to each other. For them to even agree on such a challenge its kind of a notification that those people are willing to do whatever. Seriously. I've had the opportunity to be apart of one and it's crazy because that long distance relationship was better than I've ever had. Maybe because in my view there was basically NO ONE around that could make me happy. 


Doesn't matter what you have to do. Talk on AIM, call each other, Skype, or whatever it may be. It can work with a little bit of effort. No matter what the distance is. Set up a plan later in the year to meet each other some type of way. 

It's 4:07 AM and I jot this down on my laptop because it's really starting to bug me. I mean I just don't know. It's hard to describe some things. Sometimes you just have a feeling from the moment some things are said. For me personally, I know love is not where I'm at. I'm never looking here. If my soulmate is possibly in Ireland then so be it. I chase her everyday. People should just realize that sometimes local isn't always right. Long distance relationships aren't all that bad. I've been in one. I plan on being in more quite possibly.

I believe in the concept of fast love. Love at first sight or whatever anyone wants to call it. If it happens across a couple states, so be it. I know the facts about it and I understand that it's definitely real despite what anyone may say. 

I have so much to talk about on this subject. I'll return with possibly a "part 2" of the discussion. Anyone feel free to hit me up on AIM (x1xprimex1x). It's rough for me to reveal a lot on here.

Falling in love with someone means wanting to know about everything that makes them tick, from their likes and dislikes to their life experiences.  Just be willing to learn about them slowly, be understanding, and let love at first sight develop into a lifelong romance!

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Chill!! See a lot of people understand where I'm coming from. Do YOU!?

The Ingression

It came to my mind that I should have introduced myself properly in the first entry. I really wanted to get that out of my system really quick. 


And It Starts.......


Michael Ware, 19. 

Thats enough for now. As you read this you'll begin to understand who I am and my beliefs.









Relaxed and loving life. I'm very proud to say that particular statement for this first time in a very long time. In the past, I've been dealt the reality equivalent of a 7-2 offsuit many times. Sometimes I'll fold and just sit back and wait on the next hand. Others.., well, lets just say I like to try faith. Unfortunately, that same instinct to go out and put my hand in a tank of sharks so to speak, has gotten me bit plenty of times. 


Now we move on to today. I'm really beginning to understand what people mean when they tell you, "everything you do today, has an affect on way more tomorrow." I've thrown caution out the window and I just want to be apart of everything again. It took a great deal of courage to IM someone this past week, but I couldn't just sit back and allow that person to feel so sad and torn apart when they really deserved better. Now, it's with that very same person that I feel like I'm Michael Ware when we talk. Honestly, I've never been able to just be me while talkin to any female. I've always had to adjust in some way thats appealing to them.

Chill! No, Michael Ware isn't over his head. I know exactly what I'm saying and I really could care less what people think. Through my view, we are great friends. Friendship. Nothing more, nothing less. Two people that have very similar thoughts about every subject and have no problem addressing those subjects with each other. Take it how you read it. I'll let you guys determine what you take out of this entry.

Now I leave you guys with music to vibe to when reading this specific post.

I'll Erase Away Your Pain - The Whatnauts




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